Moon Phase: š Disseminating
Moon in: Aries āļø ā bold, burning off, and moving forward
I woke up with the usual rhythm: smudge, prayer, Theo. But today, I added a new layer to the spreadātracking all my numbers. Alongside my weight, I checked my blood glucose and ketones. To my surprise, the readings were 81 and 0.8. On Day 5! Thatās a metabolic win if Iāve ever seen one.
Straight to the pool from there. My swim routine is starting to flow like choreography:
- 5 breaststroke laps to wake up the body
- 40 arm curls with foam weights
- 5 laps with flippers, focusing on stretching and glute engagement
- 30 pull-ups
- 5 more breaststroke laps focusing on rhythmic breathing
- 40 lateral raises with foam dumbbells
- 5 flipper laps again
- 20 punch downs, 20 punch outs
- 5 final breaststroke laps focusing on speed
- 40 chest presses with the foam dumbbells
Afterward, I melted into the hot tubāa well-earned reward. After my shower, I walked home feeling that post-workout glow. Thereās a rhythm here. A cadence. I can feel it locking in.
Then came the hard part. I sat down to work on some design projectsātoo many, honestly. The overwhelm hit fast. And just like that, I slid back into my āsafe place.ā Instead of spiraling into self-criticism, I gave myself grace. A couple of episodes. Some stillness. A little pause.
Itās trickyāgrace vs. excuse. I worry sometimes that Iām deluding myself. But my morning numbers say otherwise. My skin feels more supple. My joints ache lessānot the old creaky pain, but the good kind, the āyou moved todayā soreness. My mood is lifting. My energy is refilling. So Iām letting the results be the judge.
My video binge gave way to a nap, and I woke refreshed. Checked in with my PlayStation crew but didnāt stay long. My son invited me to watch him play ball again. I grabbed an unsweetened iced tea, parked far from the field to get a little extra walk in, and found my spot in the bleachers. I missed much of the first game and was too cold to stay for all of the second but between games, I shared some solid laughs and light conversation with my sonāHome run.
I didnāt eat a thing todayābut I was full.
Goodnight Moonš